I woke up this morning with a heavy feeling in my heart. This time two years ago you was still here and it seems an eternity away.I wish I could speak to you one last time , as I still have a million and one things to say to you.The hardest thing is knowing that life still goes on and that we have to join it without you.But we are all doing it together. The gang is still close Shaun, you picked a good bunch of friends all those years ago and it's nice to know that we all know each other because of you. Jensen is growing fast and each day he is more like you, so you are certainly living on in him. I hope where ever you are, you are happy and at peace. It would be nice to know if there really is a heaven and that one day we will see you again..... Today we are having a BBQ in your memory as you always loved our gatherings. I hope you are watching down on us Shaun giving us strength. I will be strong with a smile on my face thinking of you, as there are a thousand memories that make me smile. My love for you will always be kept safe in my heart. I miss you so much xxxxxxx