We've just had our second christmas, new year and your birthday Shaun without you and i wish we never had to have them again as they will never be the same you made them, especially christmas i've so many memories as we've spent most of them together. Your birthday is too much to bear too as you we're my fourth birthday present, the best ever! I know you are around us all but i'd give anything to have you back my little brother life is awful without you. I'll be the best auntie to Jensen ever and will always tell him my memories of you! I love and miss you so very much x